For the moment, I invited you into this space

For the experience, I let you stay a little longer than I would’ve preferred

For the time being, your presence was nice

But it never extended further than just that

It’s was just … nice

You stayed, and that was that

It made me angry that you stayed

Overstaying your welcoming

Stretching and curling your toes out on this well made bed

Watching my tv and

Eating out my fridge!

like you staying was enough to gain these privileges

I should’ve never left the door open for you

Your helping hand was really nothing but an open hand

You just needed a place to stay

and for a second, that’s when I realized

…I hate company

I suffocate on my own infectious imagination.

Rolling up my hallucinations in this clouded mind of stagnant motivation.

If I was to ever escape this quiet room,

this oasis;

would’ve already infatuated my sense of liberation.

Flowers drenched in sadness

Wepting tears of blood

Sulking in the facade shadows of eternity

Red petals waters this graveyard soil

In this illusion we finalize our peace with pain

Souls are intwined in the wind’s current

Whispering death in the ears of white lilies

This long rain purifies my skin that we once kissed under

Diamond encrusted ties we loop on the cuff links of our sleeves

We suffocate in the mist of uncertainty

And here, we regenerate such pernicious passions

Long after eternity

I’ve danced to this rhythm before

adding empty lyrics behind the instrumental

Singing your name in perfect harmony

Letting your words choreograph my body gracefully

Ive sang this song before

And honestly … I hate it.

Nothing’s new besides the time of day I decided to play it

I want us to be on the same page.

And even if we aren’t, we’ll read each other’s covers from beginning to end

just to learn us all over again.

There’s a cool reception that greets you with open arms 

Leaving an unbearable sting to the insulated body

But a promising warmth that comforts you

An empty sky that fills the world with an opportunity

An optimistic immunity 

A dark room that shades you from light

Where it burns bridges in the daylight 

An inconsistent thought pattern that’s unbalanced like static

And there; its emotionally charismatic 

For the insomniacs, a still night 

that’ll rock you into the most pleasurable sleep of paralysis

There’s a cool reception that greets you with open arms

Leaving you distant and cold

Envious hate from the joy that was stole 

There’s a night where even sleep tends to sleep less; 

a dreadful essence

And tension is clothed in the most elegant gown of depression 

Its plays the saxophone to the winter blues 

And puts the harm in harmony 

As you ballroom dance with tied shoes 

For the sleepwalkers, a made bed to lie in

that’ll comfort you into the most unpleasurable conscious state of analysis

We intertwined our love with our tramas

Acknowledging familiarity as one of our similar dramas

We treaded gradually through harden snow

To one another, our pain we bestowed

For me there was no end, not even a moderate comma

We sealed our high school love in eternity

Tossing sewed coins in unpromising wishing wells

Syncing our intentions perfectly

I followed you faster than my shadow could chase me

Waiting to exhale, in the fantasies of your indefinite guarantees

Warm wet kisses drenched in the spit of satisfying lies

Stroking her lips with the devil’s touch in between open thighs

Love and lust synchronized

In these troubled times our two worlds collide

Our story began, when we met eyes

Ending on the casualties of our intimate goodbyes

Who’s gonna heal me?

HEALER